I.I Dreaded Fear.

On days that I am occupied, I feel relieved.

There was no sorrow only distractions.

I keep myself busy, from dawn till dusk, to stop myself from feeling lost.

I smiled and cheered along, suppressing the creeping solitude that I was about to face on nights like this. I stare at the glowing full moon that was slowly engulfed by the merciless clouds – a poignant reminder of the turmoil I was about to undergo.

“Tik Tok” goes the clock. Pillows soak with tears, my body unconscious of its surrounding.

On a night like this, I pray to anything.

Take the pain away. 

The silence drowned out my sobs as I fade into momentary peace as my tired brain goes into slumber.

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