On days that I am occupied, I feel relieved.
There was no sorrow only distractions.
I keep myself busy, from dawn till dusk, to stop myself from feeling lost.
I smiled and cheered along, suppressing the creeping solitude that I was about to face on nights like this. I stare at the glowing full moon that was slowly engulfed by the merciless clouds – a poignant reminder of the turmoil I was about to undergo.
“Tik Tok” goes the clock. Pillows soak with tears, my body unconscious of its surrounding.
On a night like this, I pray to anything.
Take the pain away.
The silence drowned out my sobs as I fade into momentary peace as my tired brain goes into slumber.